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Tuesday, January 6, 2015

I read a book

I chose the book Sailing Alone Around the Room by Billy Collins.





It's a poetry book. I got into Billy Collins because my favorite poem in the bracket thing that Nelson was The Dead by Billy Collins.

The dead are always looking down on us, they say.
while we are putting on our shoes or making a sandwich,
they are looking down through the glass bottom boats of heaven
as they row themselves slowly through eternity.

They watch the tops of our heads moving below on earth,
and when we lie down in a field or on a couch,
drugged perhaps by the hum of a long afternoon,
they think we are looking back at them,
which makes them lift their oars and fall silent
and wait, like parents, for us to close our eyes.

I really liked his poems because they weren't like slam poetry even though you could read it a slam but it wouldn't work as well. The poems are best read alone while listening to music while drinking coffee. I feel like the poems I have wrote are his style. My favorite poem is "Piano Lessons" you don't have to like the piano to like it but it helps if you do.


1.
My teacher lies on the floor with a bad back
off to the side of the piano.
I sit up straight on the stool.
He begins by telling me that every key
is like a different room
and I am a blind man who must learn
to walk through all twelve of them
without hitting the furniture.
I feel myself reach for the first doorknob.

2.
He tells me that every scale has a shape
and I have to learn how to hold
each one in my hands.
At home I practice with my eyes closed.
C is an open book.
D is a vase with two handles.
G flat is a black boot.
E has the legs of a bird.

3.
He says the scale is the mother of the chords.
I can see her pacing the bedroom floor
waiting for her children to come home.
They are out at nightclubs shading and lighting
all the songs while couples dance slowly
or stare at one another across tables.
This is the way it must be. After all,
just the right chord can bring you to tears
but no one listens to the scales,
no one listens to their mother.

4.
I am doing my scales,
the familiar anthems of childhood.
My fingers climb the ladder of notes
and come back down without turning around.
Anyone walking under this open window
would picture a girl of about ten
sitting at the keyboard with perfect posture,
not me slumped over in my bathrobe, disheveled,
like a white Horace Silver.

5.
I am learning to play
“It Might As Well Be Spring”
but my left hand would rather be jingling
the change in the darkness of my pocket
or taking a nap on an armrest.
I have to drag him in to the music
like a difficult and neglected child.
This is the revenge of the one who never gets
to hold the pen or wave good-bye,
and now, who never gets to play the melody.

6.
Even when I am not playing, I think about the piano.
It is the largest, heaviest,
and most beautiful object in this house.
I pause in the doorway just to take it all in.
And late at night I picture it downstairs,
this hallucination standing on three legs,
this curious beast with its enormous moonlit smile.

I would recommend it to everyone because no matter what walk of life your from what ever age, race, gender Ect. You will find a poem you can relate to.

Saturday, December 20, 2014

#Real talk

It's been good guys. Thanks to those who read and commented.



-Icarus Greer

Sunday, December 14, 2014

I remember

The things I do remember: The house I grew up in. I lived in a few different houses growing up but one sticks out, it's the only place I remember feeling like an actual home. I remember thinking beer tasted like soda, until my dad let me try a sip and I discovered the regretful truth. I remember my first kiss, I remember sharing my first/last cigarette with 6 other people, I remember every time I my mom cries because of me, and I remember hating myself.

The things I don't remember: I don't remember why stopped talking to the only girl who has ever wanted to date me. I don't remember ever wanting to do drugs. I don't remember what I wanted to do with my life for the past few years. I don't remember what my thoughts were when I was rejected because of my religious beliefs, and just saying, you didn't know what they were you just what they weren't. I don't remember why I ignored the only person that has ever cared about me as much as i cared about them.

Sunday, November 2, 2014





When I go to college, i'll die.
When I get married, i'll die some more.
When I have my first kid, i'll die even more.
When I retire, i'm dead.


My life will eventually be the death of me.

The one thing i don't want is to fall into my own life.

We only get one life, but i already messed up everything.

I'm almost done with high school and I feel like I've barely left my house since elementary school.

My dad has all these stories from his high school days. 

I just think about what stories i'll tell my kids, but i don't have any.

Anyone reading this probably just thinks i'm a shy loser who's too afraid to ask anyone to hang out.

But i've tried hard to make friends.

Everyone has an excuse not to hang with me.

But, i don't really care what other people think tho.





Sunday, October 12, 2014

HoW 2

How to be a slave to society:

1. Make yourself look good, but don't stand out.

2. Get a car. You can't be ride a bike! (bikes are only for working out and kids.)

3. Get a nice house in a new suburb that used to be a forrest.

4. Get a job like accounting or marketing.

5. Drink starbucks.

6. Date someone.

7. Scroll through Facebook like a brainless zombie, liking post by people you couldn't care less about.

8. base your opinions of what other people think, not what you think.

How to know if you're a slave to society:

1. If you lie to yourself

Sunday, October 5, 2014

colors

I sit there, in the dark, changing colors.

When you flip the light switch my eyes bleed
and i respectfully ask for the lights to be left off.

No, you're not ugly, it's just that your face brings me to reality.

And reality hurts.